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Those Tough Mental Days

Today was tough.  Mentally tough. Emotionally bleh.  I slept very little. At work by 7am and I must have sent about 100 emails by 10 am. I had a training to implement regarding policy to workers.  46 slides, 1 hour and we only got half way done. I felt like a shitty lead but mostly because I didn't plan well, keep track of time and I could not answer 2 questions. I know I am not a shitty lead, I am one of the best but its funny how lack of sleep can make it easier for negative thoughts, negative talk and self doubt creep into my daily routine. I broke a promise made to myself of taking a mental health day when I lack sleep because I tend to get emotional. Anyway, I just thought about all the upcoming changes in my life and how I need to be saving time. When I reached out to a teammate about the unanswered questions, I disclosed to him that I felt like a shitty lead. He laughed and stated that tends to happen--it is normal. I laughed as well and we made some more jokes...

The Beginning

Today is the first day of my new life, a new project of creation and innovation. The most basic and most important thing of this new life is to express myself through couture and art. I am DNA. Its short for a longer name, a complex persona that I have finally fallen in love with. What you (the viewer) will see on this blog, what I can promise you is originality through the eyes of individuals that strive to liberate their minds and dare to cross the lines of art, couture fashion, and revolt to create a life that is non stop, one big blur of nothing and everything at once. You chose what you want to create and you can chose to be created. Welcome to my blog. Its time to mix the new with the old, the trash with the sacred, the bold with the weak, and the sin of innocence with the purity of wickedness. Let the fun times begin.