Thinking I need to once and for all live a sober life. Things get better but only for some time and then we crash hard. Now I need to find a place to live in a few days...if not its time for me to go home. Return with nothing. No car, no phone, no bass....feels like Im falling faster and faster down a spiral-I've been here before but I was saved by idk what but for a while it felt like I stopped. Years passed by and I felt like I was stuck in limbo. Then I moved and everything seemed better only to discover I had always been falling except now its faster, like if I was in constant speed for a while and then I accelerated to feel something different-except where are the brakes and handles to climb up?? Im lost once again. Where do I go from here? What do I do? La DNA.
Art. Life. Recovery. Self-Love. All in one space. One moment.